Thinking Big, Writing Small!

I have discovered the river

2010-03-02T19:36:00.000Z

It was there, late and lazy, dragging small branches as souvenirs along the way. Feeding itself on portions of dissolved mud. I saw it, almost hidden behind the busy motorway. My shoes were covered in a strange earthy soup. But I felt blessed. And so did the brave three-legged dog and the man with travelling eyes who accompanied him.

The Kings of Rock 'n' Roll

2010-02-23T00:00:00.000Z

Classes ended at 1 o’clock. That meant we would get light lunch from the bakery. Then head to your house, where the afternoon would sound like Prefab Sprout’s cassette. And then we’d play our games until the bus came to pick me, around 6, as all the relevant girls and irrelevant boys returned home.

Nothing

2010-02-16T17:37:00.000Z

There was nothing, when I fell asleep. Just a white borderless landscape. No definitive horizon. No concepts. No contradictions.

When I woke up, a whole new world had been invented. There were traffic jams all over my body. Colourful crowds sang and fought with the same intensity. Mountains grew up, opening holes in the sky. These holes hurt. Then, it rained.

And all I wanted was to sleep again.

The Horizontal Day

2010-02-10T21:28:00.002Z

My eyes are set straight,
The line across the sand,
Horizontal.
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The deep blue edge on the horizon,
Drawn with a steady hand,
Horizontal.
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Clouds thin and long and regimented,
Mimicking all they overlook,
On This Horizontal Day.

Henriette

2010-02-09T00:01:00.000Z

Henriette,
Even at the crack of death,
My mouth is addicted to your name.
And my heart,
Well my heart can barely speak.
But it feels.
Believe me, it feels.

Henriette,
You were the only one,
Amongst the hundreds, the only one
That my heart
Accepted as the welcome guest,
But I guess
You were always busy...

With a loveless life to live,
You’d never dare to give
Your heart to a man
That’s broken so many.

Even though it’s him
You call at night.

Great Scott

2010-02-08T15:48:00.001Z

Mad scientist invents cure for madness.

Creation

2010-02-03T16:19:00.001Z

Slide a finger down the nape of the spoon. Taste it. Smooth and cold on the front of your tongue and sticking to the roof of your mouth. Dip your finger in and sneak another taste. Delicious before it's even finished. And mysterious. Put all your hopes in that tin and hope. Watch it rise up. Your very own edible Frankenstein. Eyes hungry glinting in the light of your kiln as hot air breathes life into its pours.

Where the Range Rovers grow

2010-02-02T15:03:00.000Z

My eye, so ceaselessly cries,
For on this sunny Sunday afternoon,
My parents only care about trees and birds.
I want them to take me
Where the Range Rovers grow.

Where noses are stretched
At the smell of English roses,
Themselves inclining their heads
At the parked Mercedes Benz.

Don’t take me to the swans,
Let me feed CEO’s with eau de cologne,
See them fight each other with handshakes.

Take me to the place
Where everything’s expensive,
Except for the heir, that is free
To be whatever he wants to be.

The Monster!

2010-02-01T19:21:00.002Z

Monster found! Strange name. Killed namer.

Old

2010-01-27T15:43:00.000Z

Bones click into place as you stand,
Tracing the wrinkles and lines with my hand.
Legs are heavy, footsteps small,
Speech a withered, tiresome drawl.

But through your eyes grey and creased,
I see a life lived underneath.
With tears and laughter mixed behind,
Life and memories, soul and mind.

Mr. Winter

2010-01-26T00:01:00.000Z

Snowflake,
Open your arms and dance, dance
Until you let yourself fall
To the ground, surrendered
To the laws of gravity.

Little drop of rain,
Come to me, slowly, slowly
Fall into me, kill my thirst,
Turn to ice from the weeping sky,
Fall into my eyes,

Pretend it was me who cried.
Pretend it is me that rains.

Excuse me if the air I exhale
Turns into a deadly whisper.
If those sweet words I mean to say
Are nothing but thunder.

Once, I wasn’t like this.
Once, I was all peace, bliss
And good intentions.

Samurai - The Art of War

2010-01-25T16:30:00.006Z

A samurai walks a pebbled road. Grass whistles at him, as he graces a deserted village. Tentatively he approaches the temple at which he should meet his master. The hairs on his neck rise as he slides his hand down towards his sword. Alone, he feels watched. He slips his shoes from his feet, to allow him to see without looking down. He glides towards the door of the temple. He stops. His feet are warm. Looking down he knows without seeing. A body was there. He tightens the grip on his sword, for he is not alone.

A Year

2010-01-21T16:56:00.002Z

Think of all the things that can happen in a year. 365 days. Think of all the laughter and the tears and the smiles that can fill these weeks. Life is too short, they say, whoever they are. When we're young we want to be old, when we're old we want to be young. No one is ever satisfied with where they are in life. But me, I'm satisfied. I can look ahead and I can look behind and be alright with where I am.
It's been a wonderful year.

Sounds of Progress

2010-01-20T23:17:00.002Z

A yawn, a sigh, a pause.
A tap, a tick, a tap.
A yawn, a sigh, a pause.
A stretch, a sniff, a crack.
A tap, a tap, a tap.
A yawn, a tap, tap-a, tap.

The day I was born

2010-01-19T00:00:00.000Z

I would like to remember the day I was born. The freckled lady who held me as Michel Preud’Homme back in the good old inglorious days. Was it cloudy? Was it rainy? Probably, given the fact we’re talking of Salford, Greater Manchester. I would like to recall the whiteness of those sheets, the greatness of my mother’s tears, the fear in my heart. Or the hope. Not all of us have the luck of being born in a place called “Hope Hospital”. Only the ones who come from that part of the world…

The King of the Monsters – The Battle

2010-01-18T00:31:00.000Z

A graveyard made of office blocks, a city battlefield. In the blood stained centre of the city stand two-behemoth monsters, Godzilla and King Kong. The battle starts. Fists, tail, rubble, everything is a weapon. They grapple and roll, falling to the ground. They eventually go down; hurt, wounded they stumble to their feet, before falling to the ground again. Broken. A helicopter approaches the grounded monsters. Target locked, missiles launched. A cloud of death fills the sky. Smoke floats in the air for what seems like hours, until it finally clears and shows the one true king of the monsters.

Flowers

2010-01-14T16:52:00.001Z

As soon as flowers are clipped and given to someone special, they start to die. Are we selfish for enjoying the flower's slow demise or are we giving it a purpose near the end of its days?
We all want to have a purpose in life. Sometimes it really can be as simple as making someone smile.

The Photograph

2010-01-13T23:36:00.001Z

Of all things you the photograph, are true. Still and impartial. Not like film or literature. But you cannot be true. What I see when I look at you.. at me. At me and you, cannot be true. I'm not vain. But I am not that either. Why do you delight in capturing reality, when the delusion is far more appealing. Perhaps one day when we are both old I will look at you, and you will look at me and we will look at each other and we will think that it all wasn't really that bad.

The man who cried

2010-01-12T19:28:00.000Z

It was only half a day ago I met the man who cried. He was tall and fat and letting people see the tears roll down. I was quite surprised because I didn’t know men were able of such a thing. He could at least have covered his face.

The King of the Monsters – The Challenger

2010-01-11T00:01:00.001Z

Godzilla, a monster steeped in myth, stands in the middle of the destruction he has caused. The army does its best to evacuate anyone who has not already left or been killed. A war like scream shatters an already fractured scene. Godzilla looks up. The people stop in stunned surprise. There is a second monster. The ground shakes as footsteps come ever closer. Closer and closer the noise becomes until the challenger stands facing Godzilla. Now there are two monsters, but there can only ever be one king of the monsters.

Resolutions

2010-01-07T16:48:00.002Z

I'll eat better this year. Exercise more. Speak less and instead open up my ears. I'll spend less money on things I don't need. Keep my apartment clean and do the dishes at least every couple of days. Find someone who loves me. Get a job I enjoy. Start saving. Keep in touch with old friends.

These are old resolutions for an old year. This year, I just want to be me.

The Violinist

2010-01-06T23:25:00.002Z

The wind in front of you and I after,
Pushing your soft fragrance towards me.
I'm there. My head in your neck, delicate.
And you knowing just what to do,
Like a violinist holding his violin.

Raymond says:

2010-01-05T18:28:00.000Z

I had forgotten to look for you. Your pictures. Locked in drawers – the bottom ones – to escape the temptation. To avoid getting distracted from Mr. Gorbatchev, Mr. Reagan, walls and federations, parliaments and constitutions. To avoid love. I mean: you. Ten full years spent in a box: a junkie, yes, but an academic junkie, nevertheless. One of the students looked like you. My career was in danger for five seconds. Then I looked beyond her, as I usually do.

The King of the Monsters – Rampage in the city

2010-01-04T20:00:00.001Z

The earth shakes. Windows begin to crack and break. The people are screaming and shouting as they run from their buildings. A shadow engulfs them. BOOM. A fist punches through an office block. People scream and die as the monster tears through the city. The army tries to stop him, but their helicopters only become an extra toy for him to throw, as he continues on his rampage through the city. The monster appears completely unstoppable, and he is surely the King of the Monsters.

Conversion

2010-01-02T22:34:00.002Z

I have become bold in my insistence on non-conformity,
having re-birthed out of
the sin of church-halls in boxes
lined row on row by crosses
mixed up and faltering at the hip.
Too old and rusty,
they need a little oil in the hinges,
a little life in the bones
(a little bit of Smugglers on a long winters night)
You pluck a tune on your guitar, the one they all forgot.
I know the sound.
I remember.
There must be some way out.
This round's on me.

New Paint

2009-12-31T16:44:00.000Z

The houses in this neighbourhood are pale and their paint is perfect and smooth. The sidewalks are not cracked yet.
I sit on a wooden bench under a recently planted tree.
In twenty years this place will look like the place I grew up, worn and broken and rusty.
New paint only lasts so long.

The Next New Beginning.

2009-12-30T11:28:00.002Z

One day, this day I am nothing. All my problems and mistakes have led me here. But tomorrow I am new again. When the clock strikes twelve no one will remember and I will forget. Like a drug this day, of all days, erases the past and allows new beginnings where other days bring only monotomy. And so it comes. And it goes. And it turns out the day is just as monotonous as the one after and before. Until the next new beginning.

How can you still believe?

2009-12-29T00:00:00.000Z

Every year, a radical change. A second after midnight. I get tired of changing so much. And always for the better. Oh, stop it, New Year, I am exhausted by the luck you bring...

A New Beginning

2009-12-28T01:35:00.002Z

11:59 One minute to go. A new year, a new beginning. All my flaws will be erased. I will be a better person. Not even at a party this year, not drinking. Ten. Its one of my resolutions you see. Nine. Eight. Seven. A fresh start. Six. Five. Four. A new beginning. Three. Two. One. The inmates cheer and laugh and smile. Come on! Everyone deserves a fresh start. Happy new year!

A reminder

2009-12-26T20:18:00.006Z

Count your blessings. Don't be lazy, but don't be desperate either. Pay attention to the gifts around even the loneliest or toughest places of your existence. Believe. Trust. Sit in the moment with your latte, your pen, and your dream. Breathe in. Take stock of the good, the light, the best in you and others. Don't give up. Don't settle. Pay attention and wait for the unveiling. And never forget to do what you love.

2009-12-24T15:38:00.002Z

I went for a walk one day - down my street, like I always do, but instead of turning left, I went right.
It's amazing how one small decision can impact your life.

The Little Christmas Present

2009-12-23T15:49:00.004Z

I saw him. You probably don't believe me but I did. He smelt like mince pies and Christmas decorations and there was glitter in his beard. He told me I'd been good but there was a recession on so I only got a small present. I told my mummy that was why. She cried. I think they were tears of joy. I should have taken a photo of him. She would have cried even more if I had, I think. But I forgot. I'll get one next year.

First Christmas without her

2009-12-22T00:00:00.000Z

She was 93, last Christmas. She was 12 when she went to my house to work for my Great-grandfather. And there she stayed. It seemed like it would be that way forever. Every Christmas of my life was spent in her company. After a journey of hard work, she decided it was time to rest. This year, it feels strange. I miss walking her back home, just down the road, after midnight. Amazing, the stars were always shining during those five minutes.

Holidays are coming.

2009-12-21T13:51:00.003Z

The air crackles. The ground shakes. The water shivers in anticipation. The crowd look on. The unmistakable trucks are coming and there’s nothing they can do about. For it is the season.

Spit it out

2009-12-19T14:51:00.004Z

This isn’t the matrix
But I swallowed a pill.
I walked up the long dark hill.
A chill, damp sadness entered in,
a white knuckled grip of sorrow with black eyes, dead to light.
And tonight?
I don’t have the energy to put up a fight.

But there's something here at the top.
A Giant, waiting, holding onto a tea-light lantern
in oversized hands, dangling on his pinky finger, barely holding on.
It catches my eye.

Sadness is hard to swallow
but easy to maintain.
It seeps into your veins.
If you’re not careful it will define.

Destiny

2009-12-17T15:34:00.002Z

Long ago, Destiny was responsible for all life’s joy, pain, and sorrow. Everything that happened in our lives was decided by Her, and She took care to ensure that our lives were worth living.
When you were born, Destiny consulted the stars and plotted a path for you. The first steps you would take, whom you would love, and even when you would die was decided by Her before you opened your eyes for the very first time.
Nature’s course ran perpetually, making Her people believe that they were creating their own fate.
But She was always watching.

Life is Cold

2009-12-16T00:01:00.003Z

Life is cold,
Ice creeps round my ribcage
Like frozen ivy.

Life is cold,
My throat is dry and lined with broken glass
Swallowing is suicide.

Life is cold,
Brittle fingers dreaming of warmth,
the caress of another's touch.

Life is cold,
Wear a jumper.

These love songs

2009-12-15T00:00:00.000Z

Love,
I’ve said that forbidden word,
Insulted this modern world.

Love,
Punish me cruelly
And never set me free.

These foolish love songs
You didn’t want me to listen to...
Voices of caramel,
Breaking the spell,
Reminding me I’m lonely.

Love,
I’ve yielded to the pressure,
A cardiac drum that begged

For

Love,
A drug that will kill me,
Only death can cure me.

From

These foolish love songs
You told not to listen to.
Voices of caramel,
Breaking the spell,
Reminding you you’re lonely too.

1941 Like Meat to the Slaughter.

2009-12-14T00:28:00.004Z

Their eyes met through a crowded room. It was love at first sight. Even though they knew that their time was short and that their captures were going to kill them, because they were ‘different’ they didn’t care, they had each other.

As a man walks through the crowded room, with an evil look on his face, the couple knew they had no choice but to beg for their lives. Tentatively they approach, past the other captives, before finally mustering up the courage to say what they wanted to say. Mooooooooooooooo. But alas, the cows were killed. Enjoy your burger.

Gracious

2009-12-12T11:58:00.004Z

Daddy asked me “why are you crying?”
and I said “I broke the vase.
The flowers have fallen,
they’re spread all over,
the water’s flowing away…”
Daddy asked me “why are you crying?”
as he gathered the flowers again.
We watched the water wind away
forming patterns and pathways.
Daddy asked me “why are you crying?”
I said “I broke the vase.”
He said I set the flowers free
then he gave them all to me.

Midnight Train

2009-12-10T02:45:00.002Z

One night I boarded that midnight train to anywhere that Journey sang about. It was empty and lonely and cold. It didn't reek of promise and I didn't feel inspired. I could see my own reflection in the window. We rode through the dark countryside with no real destination, just the train and I.

I may be lost, but I won't stop believing.

Knock, knock.

2009-12-09T00:01:00.001Z

I heard a joke today,
It made me laugh.
And then I stopped.

Before the lines around my eyes creased too much.

I thought of you.
I'll keep it in my head,
Until I see you again.

I'll try not to grow old,
So we can both laugh together,
And your eyes can age with mine.

Me and Carlos do Carmo

2009-12-08T00:00:00.001Z

Early morning. Lisbon awaking from a warm summer night. Old wrinkled women sweep the small steps to their doors. Our feet skate down narrow roads that smell of sardines and fado. The tram carries childish-looking tourists towards St. George’s Castle. We’re going down. To meet the nymphs that once made ships sink and men dream. They sell chestnuts, nowadays. But keep the chance of looking into the river’s eyes, once in a while. The giant Tagus – “Tejo”, as we say – always disguised as an ocean. It’s OK. We’re disguised as poets.

Just Think a Little

2009-12-07T02:05:00.004Z

When I was young my parents thought I could read minds, so did my psychiatrist, so did my pets and so did all my teachers. I wish they told me, then I wouldn’t have become an accountant, even though I know what everyone thinks of accountants.

At Bosham Quay

2009-12-05T11:13:00.002Z

Jump up on a rock and fall down - fall slowly.
Float at the dawn with sails up, billowing.
Laughter unites and tears roll.
Jump up on a rock and fall down - fall slowly.
Ask me a question and let go of fear.
They were right when they said:
"This is the year."
Look up. Take destiny in your hands
Light up the sky.
Jump up on a rock and fall...
The unexpected is written on your tongue.
Wake up as you free-fall.
Feel the wind. Let go of fear.
They were right:
"This is the year."

The Stress Ball

2009-12-04T15:30:00.016Z

Squeeze!
Out with the anger
Squeeze!
Out with the stress
Your soft foamy flesh
Soothes me
Without you I would not work
Endless amusement as i throw you
Back and forth against the wall

Then the dog got you
Squeezed you with jagged teeth
Your skin cracked
Your foam torn
To squeeze you now
Just seems cruel

Wednesdays

2009-12-03T05:09:00.003Z

Wednesdays are like stepping out of a warm shower.
That instant of first feeling icy tiles beneath bare feet. The shock of air that drags me from comfortable to cold in a split second. All I want is turn the hot water back on and bask in the heat for a little while longer. Shut myself in my own oblivious bubble for just a few more minutes.
I'm always doing fine until I step out of the shower. Step out of my comfort zone and onto the unforgiving, brutal reality of a cold bathroom floor.
Wednesday is the day you left.

Blissful Ignorance

2009-12-02T12:07:00.003Z

"Another crappy job. Pretending I care and letting people talk to me like I'm 16 and a moron. There are some nice people. They nod. Wide eyed, pitiful.You tell them you won't always work here. But someone's gotta pay the bills. I think I like them even less. I wish I could travel into the future to make sure I'm not still it this cul-de-sac of a job in ten years time. Then if I was, at least I could just get on with it and save myself the embarrassment.

On second thoughts.. Ignorance is bliss.

Lexicon Acid

2009-12-01T00:00:00.002Z

Bitter taste, this one

That corrodes my mouth.

I can hardly open it.

I have punished my head,

Shaving it as a penitence

For not having managed

To keep my mouth closed.

I have swallowed my words' gall,

Felt it in my stomach, dissolving,

Turning it into a deposit

Of sulphuric acid.

I rolled and rolled in my bed,

Trying to let it all out.

Too late.

The regretting poison

Had already spread

Over my whole body.

An Apology for the Monsters

2009-11-30T02:35:00.000Z

Dear Japan

I was sorry to hear about the string of attacks by over sized monsters and beasts during the twentieth century. I know it’s of no real consolation as we, the rest of the world, have never been effected by these ‘horrific events’ never the less, you have our deepest sympathy and we’ll be praying for a happy twenty-first century.

With kindest regards

The Rest of the World.

P.S Sorry again about Hiroshima

Michaela's letter...

2009-11-28T22:43:00.001Z

“You know, some people think lighthouses are to keep people from the shore. To guide them past, to other places, with their light. But I know that’s not true. I know the lighthouses are trying to draw people in. They’re lonely, you see. The lonely lighthouses. Nobody seems to notice but me. And that is one of the reasons why I’m different.”

The Dream Maker

2009-11-27T11:45:00.005Z

That black and shiny box, so full of promise.Dream and adventure, limitless possibilities.

You can be a hero, master of your art.

Power you never knew.

Bring death, destruction and glory,

Or skill they've never seen before.

Escape to new worlds. No complications.

The power is all in your hands.

The Heart

2009-11-26T08:52:00.004Z

I held my heart in my hands. I watched the blood cake beneath my fingernails and meander in trails down my forearms. The valves tightened and pulsed with every beat. It flaked away like crimson sand. I let it run carelessly between my fingers.

Absolutely Mulled

2009-11-25T21:19:00.005Z

Deep red in a cup. The cold air pushing steam into my nostrils. Vinegar and Cinnamon. Music of long forgotten musicians preach to me about how 'there won't be snow in Africa this Christmas.' A fact I'm sure they'll be eternally grateful for. I sit there in November annoyed at myself for indulging them with my presence. Cynical but merry. Secretly revelling in the cool warmth of the atmosphere.

I

2009-11-24T00:00:00.001Z

I was born taller than the others. Since I was young, I always felt more important. But I was always alone. As if to show I didn’t care, I laughed at eu, je and ich, all the time, when they came around. Then, one day, I went abroad and realised I was not that relevant. So I sat in the corner and I cried “Ooooo”. So big fat O came and said I should be humbler. I blushed and became i. But that was just for a second. Then, I got up and said “O,U...”

The Triumphant Three Tense.

2009-11-23T21:32:00.003Z

I was beaten to the floor. As I get to my knees I catch my breath. And when I finally reach my feet, I will stand triumphant.

New

2009-11-21T12:48:00.003Z

An arrow
cuts through the mess
and blood trickles out.
I am alive
and gasping,
pulse racing
as my feet move over the
cobbles without fear.
There's no chance we're getting out of here
without tearing off skin.
Begin.

Final Thought

2009-11-20T18:01:00.003Z

They are everywhere.
We don't know how they spread so fast. So many!
But here we stand, our final moments.
They scream so wickedly.
Sharks that smell blood, It will not be long.
Was this intended?
No other fate matters now.
We hear them.
See their shadows flicker and dance.

Evil man cannot invent.

Cruelty that smiles.

That mocks.

The door will not hold long.

They are everywhere.

The Job

2009-11-19T04:08:00.003Z

Is this what I want?
Turn the pages of my resume over in my hand.
Nervous.
Pace the hall in uncomfortable shoes.
Click click click click.
Look at unfamiliar surroundings.
I don't belong here.
I don’t belong in these clothes.
This office.
Is this what I want?
Yes.
Maybe.
No.
Not at all.
I am a writer.
I am not a member of the rat race.
Apologize: sorry, this is not for me.
Turn around and leave.
Click click click click.

Poem for the Sole

2009-11-18T09:01:00.006Z

Speak in words that no-one else understands,
Show me the lines on your hand,
Meet me in the place where we only know,
And sit with me in silence.

Enke

2009-11-17T00:00:00.004Z

Only in your arms

Could the ball believe

To be the size of the world.

Only in your eyes

Could we see the world

As an untouched garden.

Let us water your garden,

Let us feed on the perfume

You left for us.

A fragile majority

Wishes to preserve your name

As petals in books.

(for Robert Enke, 1977-2009)

My Late - Fate

2009-11-16T00:34:00.002Z

Being late is inviting your fate, you arrange a date, but since you are late and subject to fate, you lose all your mates, what a mistake!

2009-11-13T09:56:00.002Z

He'll walk down to the quiet spot at the end of the platform, where no one else ever ventures. He'll kneel on the floor. Breathing it in. The steam, that rich green frame, the noise as she breathes, eager to be let loose, to reign in the open countryside. Here, he becomes free, the world can't catch him. The loan repayments, his blood pressure, tomorrow’s 8am start, the forgotten birthdays, the day she left. All the pains and problems of his life can only wait at the station door. They daren't approach him when he's near her.

Books

2009-11-12T03:58:00.001Z

The library was filled to the rafters with shelves lined with books – original publishings, autographed copies, and novels that had long been forgotten by the public.
He settled in the armchair in front of the fireplace, placing a warm mug of tea on the table. The rug beneath him tickled his feet as he opened the chosen tome.
Where had he left off?
Oh yes, right... here.
His experienced eyes ran eagerly over the softly aged pages.
The world around him evaporated like the steam from his tea.

Your Hand

2009-11-11T07:51:00.002Z

“I remember holding your hand, smooth with the cold. It was small and bony. It didn't feel like yours anymore. We walked along the beach talking about the past and pretending there was a future. Somewhere along the way, your hand pretending to be someone else's, abandoned it. It didn't matter because I still had you there. We searched until you were too tired. Until I had decided I had wasted enough time looking for something.. something that only matters to me now that I have forgotten what your hand used to feel like.”

A Dog

2009-11-10T00:00:00.001Z

I wish I were a dog. No pedigree. No fancy collar. Just a dog, digging holes, wagging the tail as a smile unfurled.

I would bark. That means no words, which means no lies.

I would run through the fields, regardless of clothes or manners. All I wanted was a family. And open space.

I wish I were a dog, instead of a man. That way, I could be much prouder of my species.

Moving on.

2009-11-09T16:27:00.006Z

A man was too scared to travel over water.

Eventually he built a bridge and got over it.

Remembrance Day

2009-11-08T06:08:00.001Z

The ground below my feet is red
not red from blood
but flurries of poppies
descended from above

Each poppy a soul
a person with a name
I do not know
we've never met before

One on my shoulder
two on my head
gently resting and beckoning
making me aware of lives frailty

Many questions come to mind
who are you
where did you come from
what happened to you

Perhaps we've met before
or shall we meet
my feet won't move
they're surrounded

Winds blow briskly
poppies flutter into the air
gathering speed
and they are gone until another year.
until another year

Panic!

2009-11-06T09:16:00.004Z

Alone again, left again. To the big comfy spot then. That thing they've left on makes noise. I prefer the quiet. To sleep, a long and...what was that? There?! Again, more?! And louder still! To the door, its shut. Attack! Scratch it, harder, those noises what are they? To the window, I saw one! And another, they're everywhere! So great and bright and terrifying, that loud boom so powerful! Will those things come for me? Quick, behind the chair, breathing heavy, so thirsty, but the water bowl - too risky! I hope they come back soon.

Bonfire Night

2009-11-05T02:05:00.002Z

The air is acrid. Sky on fire. Boom. Fireworks burst and we "ooh" and "aah" as if we have never seen such a display before.

A child carrying a guy. Lifeless. Legs dangling over his shoulders. Red embers rain towards the ground. Fizzle. The boy's face lights up. He has never seen such a display before.

His parents come. Scolding. Why did you go so far away? His mother takes the boy's little hand. The finale. Whistle. Pop. Sizzle. Dad is unsteady. One too many. Car doors slam. They will never see such a display again.

Debris

2009-11-04T23:14:00.001Z

In a box made of tin that smells chocolatey I sit. Sit for an eternity. Waiting to be shook about. The cool night sky. I stand looking up at the world of stars before me. I can't wait to meet them all. A white light. My life flashes before me. Silence. I scream. Total euphoria as I rise above it all. The stars are too far to touch as I reach out my fingertips. Bang. And there I am a million pieces. Debris of a short but contented life. The crowd gasp in awe.

Boom

2009-11-03T08:00:00.001Z

Boom. The sudden sound. A dream. Gunpowder’s power, more beautiful than anything. A guy? Well, not just a guy. A sorcerer. Turning light into one gorgeous end. Boom. All over. “The world would be wonderful, they say”. A night to remember. To make “The Queen is dead” more than just a record by The Smiths. The Queen, the King, never mind… All that matters is… Boom. Scary? Nah… Beautiful! Imagine fireworks instead of nuclear bombs. Climbing up to Heaven rather than dropping from Enola Gay. Remarkably drawn pictures of the future. And then… Boom. That was all, Fawkes.

Remember, remember.

2009-11-02T15:08:00.001Z

I am Guy Fawkes

And I tried to kill the king

Close but no cigar

You all know my name

And commemorate my death

I am Guy Fawkes

It just goes to show

Celebrity is timeless

You all know my name

And you’ll all be forgotten

Close but no cigar.

Settling Down

2009-11-01T00:23:00.001Z

Pine and spruce
green and lush
sweltering in sunshine
growing by moonlight

Weather is strange
should be cold
with winds and storms
rains and floods

Garden still growing
no sign of decay
the fence needs some painting
the gate an adjusting

Soon it is time
to use the wand
to signal the garden
"Just let is be"

Allow Mother Nature
to work magic powers
on cold winter months
invite chill winds
to cover the ground

Prepare the soil
feed the birds
wait for spring
it soon will come.

The Creeper

2009-10-30T12:10:00.001Z

The Creeper comes when all is calm,
When all around is still.
When no-ones there to raise alarm,
There comes a deadly chill.

He walks a path of moonlight.
He knows just where you are.
With silent step and hooded face
He sets off from afar

You'll never see him coming.
No warning signs or clue.
You'll sleep an easy slumber,
The night he comes for you.

And maybe then you'll sense him,
Like a scraping down your spine.
But keep eyes closed, it's hopeless now,
He's decided its your time.

Halloween Haikus

2009-10-29T08:57:00.001Z

Halloween happens
once a year. Pretend to be
someone else awhile.

Blood drips from her fangs
Pale, sickly, bold veins, red eyes.
She doesn't need makeup.

So sick of candy!
Stomach aches, head hurts, throat dry...
Maybe just one more.

Pink Candlelight

2009-10-28T11:07:00.002Z

On this hallowed eve,

There's no time to grieve,

For those who may encroach,

Upon this house,

A dismembered house,

A house of stern reproach.

The house that sleeps all through the year,

Awakens to curse in creaks

To sit and watch for those who dare,

To seek a trick or treat.

The pumpkins in the window,

Coax in these fearless souls,

But look a little closer still,

And there's brains behind those holes.

The stitch is rich with human blood,

Where scooped an awful sight,

The pulp and seeds and pumpkin pith

Seeps out pink candlelight.

Unfinished bombs

2009-10-27T12:31:00.001Z

We are Autumn’s children,
Carrying fallen branches on our shoulders.
Wherever we walk,
Leaves fall, inanimate, to the ground.

We are unfinished bombs,
Projectiles that do not kill,
They assist the killer.

We walk around, seeing
Splinters reborn men,
Feeding themselves on madness,
Denying their wasteful past.

Our eyes spread the wind,
A suspicious breeze blowing.
We do not murder. No… No…
We assist the murderer.

We are Autumn’s children,
Announcing the arrival of rain,
The sharp edge of ice,
But we do not murder. No… No…
That’s not up to us.
Winter takes care of it.

Rick or Treat?

2009-10-26T17:05:00.002Z

The 31^st of October provided a fresh start for Rick.

Who decided to play the most devious trick.

Wearing his red jacket, he dressed like Michael Jackson’s thriller.

And by dismemberment of the third child, Rick had become a serial killer.